Just feel I will never be who I used to be again. After that incident =/ I just wasn't the same anymore. I'm trying everyday, I see no results. Nothing at all. I really hate being so antisocial and so afraid all the time. Lost friends to it because I'm not the same person they knew before and it hurts. Now everyday I wake up feeling like I got no friends, nothing. Tried making some new ones. Few people I hung out with decided they didnt wanna hang with me again because they couldnt stand how quiet I was. I end up randomly breaking down and crying constantly because i feel no one really understands how hard this is for me and has been. Me bein